School Update

This week hasn't been too bad.  I've managed to go to the rec three things so far this week alone, which is more than all of last year combined.  As the days go on, however, I'm already finding that I have zero motivation to do anything, mostly dress nice or do homework.  I've also been eating WAY to much pizza, because it's delicious here and about the only food that's good.  Hopefully the exercise will stop me from turning in to a piece of pizza.

However, there are still times when I feel absolutely terrible, like now.  The main reason is because me and the roomie were suppose to eat dinner together, only she didn't come back to the room until it was time to go down and tie-dye shirts.  Afterwards, she asked me if I hadn't eaten dinner and was hungry, to which I replied no and yes!  She then proceeded to say that she wasn't hungry, and went to hang out with other people (I knew this because she put on lipstick and had her purse with her).  Really?  The only reason I didn't go eat with Allison was because I didn't want the roomie to come back and be upset that we didn't eat together, only to have her completely disregard my feelings.  So instead of dinner I'm sitting here typing this and eating goldfish crackers.  Yum.

Then, when I'm sad about one thing, I start thinking about other things I'm sad about too >>  Like how I would give anything to be able to travel.  I want to study abroad in Luxembourg, but I also want to go to Japan and China.  This lady spoke to my accounting class today about a program where you spend two weeks in Cambodia, Vietnam, and Hong Kong and earn 4 credit hours over winter break.  I almost died when I heard that, because it sounds so crazy awesome, but since I will just barely have enough money to study abroad in Europe after working for four summers, that trip won't be possible.

Depression aside, I wish I had some cute, oversized t-shirts I could wear.  Who wants to give me one?  Just kidding >3>  If I ever get too sad, I just watch this video of this insanely adorable girl doing the dance to C-ute's song, of which I don't know the name.

Video