College

I returned to Miami today.  My dorm room isn't too bad, but it's really hot and humid so I'm not looking forward to sleeping.  It's only my first day back, and I can't believe how incredibly depressed I am already.  I almost feel like a different person when I come here.  Since my parents left I've done nothing but study for an exam I have to take tomorrow, which obviously isn't helping my mood.  What's worse, I keep stuffing my face with Raisinets in an attempt to make myself feel better.

I'm forced to give up so much when I come back here.  There's really nothing to do, which means distracting myself from my misery is difficult, I miss all my favorite TV shoes like Cupcake Wars, Futurama, and Bridezillas, I get further away from my friends, and eating becomes a chore that requires almost as much of my brain power as homework.

What a great start to the year.